The Ever Feeling.

Have you ever had the feeling of such helplessness and despair over existance?
Warning: Has religious bias and theoretics.

Think of a person through their life.
Birth, School, Job, Death.
For a religious (One God)
Birth, School, Job, Death, Judgement, Hell/Heaven.
For a religious (reincarnation)
Rebirth, Education, Living, Dead, Rebirth. etc.
I don't know any others, sorry.

Does it seem like you are getting anywhere?
I don't feel like I am.

Try thinking of existance. Imagine the world.
Okay, good. Now, you know how big the world is, if you don't, try looking at a desert, ocean or giant rainforest. Now think, to the moon, it takes 4 days to reach there by rocket. The moon is big too. The sun is so big, you could fit at least 20 earth's in there.

Look at the stars. How much there is out there? What about those blocking other stars or far enough away you can't see it? Oh my goodness. Is there life out there?
How does our earth support life? There is no way evolution could have fought against science's "Entropy" theory. It is highly likely there is no life out there. And, if you are one-god religious, how do you know if God didn't make life out there. When you make one planet, why not make more? What was it like before He made something?

What is non-existance like? Endless nothingness. There is no time, no distance, no light. A blank. Could there be multiple dimensions? Why not, after all? We have earth, one contained place, you could have more, planets, Mars, Jupiter, Neptune and its moons. Why not different dimensions, or multiple instances of time?

Why bother with existance? What we know of existance could be something minor. How do we know the God many refer to, who may be a true creator of us, could be in a classroom of others like Him, and all in his class make projects of their own creatures... And what would control them? Nothing above or below? It's quite strange. And requires an open minded view.

"Let what comes, come untouched and without taint, for if it does, it will consume itself"
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How do we know it will end in an explosion, or die without a whisper? How do we know all existance will not suddenly end, like a story book, stopped being read mid-sentence?

Existence. Think about it.

Welcome to the feeling of forever.
With love, your's truly.